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Learning from Brother Lawrence
From: The
Practice of the Presence of God
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Editor’s
note: Brother Lawrence (1614-1691) was a monk who is most remembered
for his persistent, close walk with God, for the peace that he
enjoyed as a result of that walk, and for his teachings that are
preserved in
The Practice
of the Presence of God. This excerpt from that book shares some
of that wisdom, especially as it related to doing our daily work in
the presence of God.
Brother
Lawrence spoke with me frequently concerning his manner of going to
God. He said that we must release everything which does not lead to
God, so that we might accustom ourselves to a continual conversation
with Him.
We need to
recognize that God is intimately present with us, and address
ourselves to Him every moment, so that we may know His will in
things that are doubtful. We offer our actions to Him before we do
them, and give Him thanks when we have finished.
In this
conversation with God, we are also employed in praising, adoring,
and loving him incessantly for His infinite goodness and perfection.
God offers us
His grace at each action. Brother Lawrence knew this and never
forgot it, except when his thoughts had wandered from a sense of
God's Presence, or when he had forgotten to ask His assistance.
Our
sanctification does not depend upon changing our works, but in doing
them for God's sake instead of doing them for our own. He said that
it was sad to see how many people mistook the means for the end,
filling their lives with work which they performed imperfectly,
because of their human or selfish goals.
He said that
the most excellent method he had found of going to God was that of
doing his common business without any goal of pleasing men, but
purely for the love of God.
He felt that
it was a great mistake to think that times of prayer ought to differ
from other times. His prayer was nothing but a sense of the presence
of God, his soul being at that time closed to everything but Divine
love. When the appointed times of prayer were past, he found no
difference, because he still continued with God, praising and
blessing Him with all his might. In this way he passed his life in
continual joy.
We ought, he
said, to put our whole trust in God, and make a total surrender of
ourselves to Him. We ought not to be weary of doing little things
for the love of God, who regards not the greatness of the work, but
the love with which it is performed.
We should not
be disturbed if, in the beginning, we fail in our discipline,
because eventually we will gain a habit, which will naturally
produce its fruits in us, without our care, and to our great
delight.
The end we
ought to propose to ourselves is to become, in this life, the most
perfect worshippers of God we can possibly be. The greater
perfection a soul aspires after, the more dependent it is on Divine
grace.
Being
questioned by someone in his monastery about his means for attaining
such a habitual sense of God, he told him that since first coming to
the monastery, he had considered God to be the end of all his
thoughts and desires.
In the
beginning he had spent the hours appointed for private prayer in
thinking of God. When he had thus filled his mind with a great
sense of that infinite Being, he went to his work in the kitchen
(for he was a cook). He spent all his time—before, during and after
his work—in prayer.
When he began
this business he said to God, "O my God, since You are with me, and
I must now apply my mind to these outward things, I ask You to grant
me the grace to continue in Your Presence."
As he
proceeded in his work, he continued his familiar conversation with
his Maker, imploring His grace, and offering all his actions to Him.
When he had
finished, he examined how he had done his duty. If he found well, he
returned thanks to God. If otherwise, he asked pardon.
Without being
discouraged, he set his mind right again, and continued this
exercise of the presence of God, as if he had never deviated from
it. "Thus," he said, "by rising after my falls, and by frequently
renewed acts of faith and love, I came to a state where it was as
difficult for me not to think of God as it was at first to think of
Him."
As Brother
Lawrence had found such peace in walking in the presence of God, it
was natural for him to recommend it to others. But his example was a
stronger inducement than any words he could offer.
His gaze was
strengthening—a sweet and calm devotion appeared in it. In the
greatest hurry of the kitchen, he still preserved his
heavenly-mindedness. He was never hasty, but did each thing with
tranquility.
"For me," he
said, "the time of business does not differ from the time of prayer.
And in the noise and clutter of my kitchen, I possess God in the
same great tranquility as if I were upon my knees at the Blessed
Sacrament."
Excerpted from
Brother Lawrence, The Practice of the Presence of God, Fourth
Conversation, (1728). Rights: Public domain. Free audio version
available at:
http://librivox.org/the-practice-of-the-presence-of-god-by-brother-lawrence/
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full text version available at:
www.gutenberg.org/etext/5657
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